Thrift Shop 8bit (x)
dude this sounds like really bad ass boss music holy shit??
whoops my hand slipped
People assume that since I’m married already that I have my whole life mapped out. They tell me all the time that I have “no reason to be upset anymore”.
I don’t have my life mapped out. Shit, I don’t even have the rest of TODAY planned out.
And, just because I’m married, doesn’t mean I have no right to be upset, depression doesn’t work that way.
1.) Getting married isn’t going to magically cure me. My husband isn’t going to “take the depression away”.
2.) I don’t rely on my husband for my happiness, I only rely on myself. Sometimes, it’s very difficult.
3.) I STILL struggle with self-harm even though I’m married. Is he the cause of it? No. I am.
4.) I don’t force my husband to spend all his free time with me. He chooses that on his own. We both know how to balance friendships and our marriage. However, we are literally each other’s best friends.
5.) Yes, my husband makes me happy…happier than I ever thought I could ever be, although its sometimes hard to show that. He tries his hardest to help me through difficult times. He has taken care of my fresh cuts and burns and at the same time, manages to turn my tears of hopelessness into tears of laughter.
6.) I went through hell in my past and he knows that. Although, he will never understand why I am the way I am…I don’t even understand it.
This started out as a rant about how it bothers me about people’s general assumptions of marriage to describing how despite my struggles with clinical depression and self-harm, I found the most amazing, perfect man who accepts me for me.
If you struggle with a disorder, self-harm, a mental illness…don’t lose hope. There IS someone out there that thinks you’re beautiful. Your issues may not go away, but the person will hold your hand as you walk through the darkest areas of your mind.
That little girl at the end is like fuck yes
I’ve been waiting for this gifset lol
i hate seeing people my age who’ve got their life together already like what the fuck
do animals think in english or in the sounds they make
this is what yahoo paid $1.1 billion for